Tuesday, February 27, 2007
sighhhhhh... SUCKY SUCKY SUCKY!
failed napfa. well not suprising really. im damn un fit. looks like this is the consequences for the depression mode thats still slowy going away. hahaha oh well. i think tmr will be better. meeting swee and she's passing me some stuff for o's. heh.
okay. well the sit ups are kicking in. and i feel aching abs. thats why i didnt go to school. has some freaking cram thing that came when i got up to get my phone. then i went back to sleep in pain and woke up at 7 when my mom called me haha woops. so i didnt go to school haha tmr's going to be the parade day. hahah oh well. good luck GOH! haha
seems like my lifes picking the bad lane. it hasnt been very good. sighh alot of hiccups and there isnt any good sightings. well not much if you count smiling at myself for no reason. i really need something or someone to keep me preoccupied until i get over some things that have happened in the past. i still feel so in secure after everything that has happened. i was too rash sometimes also and i kinda understood it now. i didnt really have feelings for her and i guess all i really wanted at that time was something to fall back upon but i cant be what she was.
was going through my files and came across alot of old memories. sighh i really wish i could turn back time. like just a few months back and change everything that i knew that would happen. i guess my last year in barker would really be very fake towards some people but well fake friendships are better than no friendship right? haha. i still dont know what i want to do with my life. sometimes i feel that staying in barker for my final year wasnt such a good plan. i dunno maybe im just having like, low self confidence in my academic areas. maybe cassie would say that those things can be changed. just if i want to or not. i remember that she told me that like 2 years. no wait. 3 years ago haha thats almost 1000 days haha. goshhh those were the days haha hand phone bills going sky high haha :P now isnt that good but well after everything my phone's been quite neglected hahaha esp if i get my psp.
oh well its almost 10 i gotta go and sleep. tmr's gonna be a big day. well everyday that i dont know whats gonna happen would always be a big day. dont know what would happen haha.
Posted at 5:44 AM
Wednesday, February 21, 2007
sighh school today wasnt very good again. its like a chain of misfortunate events HAHAAH ookok. well in the morning. woke up on time then got a banana to eat then headed for school. sighh i felt so sick last night la. then when i slept. it was alright. but when i woke, it came back. by the time i reached school. i was already sicker than usual. was talking to chang zen my sec 3 chinese teacher. hahah wth he's damn weird. okok then at assembly wanted to go home cause my flu was damn bad. oh well. but stayed on cause i was wanting to give my teachers oranges ahha. couldnt give to mr lai mrs koh and mr ng sighh. but gave to the eng department and some people in the math department haha gave wu, ms tan and mrs lynette loh. haha. then tried to find ms sherri tan but couldnt find her. gave to mr hoe also haha. not planning to give mr goh. hahah woops? hahha oh well. history was the worse la. i was sleeping from the second period onwards. didnt feel well la. sighh. had some problems also la. aiya its like flowing in already. i guess i should be so.... petty at times? i guess its my period hahaha how gay.
okok something on the lighter note haha. ytd, went to gavin's hse at around evening then cabbed to his granny's place. played mahjong hahah damn fun la haha i won most of the time. and lost to gavin cause of a 3 wan. i needed it to hu but he took it cause he was nearer. goshhhh. anyway hahaha had dinner there. ahha havent had dinner with a large group of adults already haha. oh well its not my family hahah they were funny though ahahha. reached home at abt 10.30 haha. sucks la. then bathed and got into bed at like 11.30. sighh i guess i gotta sleep now. damn tired. haha its 5! haha omg havent had lunch yet =(
i think i'll lose weight this week. due to depression. oh well
blue blue skies :)
Posted at 1:02 AM
Monday, February 19, 2007
OKAY! WELL I JUST GOT HOME FROM MR CHAY'S GATHERING HAHA.
okok i have something big to say haha.
WELL THE GATHERING WAS FUN! HAHAHA PLAYED TAI TEE AND WON ABT 3 BUCKS HAHA. NOT BAD RIGHT! HAHA PLAYED WITH HANDSOME, GAVIN AND SAM LEEE HAHAHA. OWNED SAM LA. HAHAHA THEY KEPT TAPPING MY SHOULDER HAHAHA GIVING ME BAD LUCK BUT GUESS WHAT. HAHA I GOT 4 8s AND 1 4 HHAHAHA. fa fa fa until i si HAHAHA. GET IT? AHAH ANYWAY. WE STRIPPED NAT AND WANTED TO STRIP NICK WONG HAHA BUT NVM GOT STOPPED BY MR CHAY HAAHA. WE PLAYED DAMN ALOT OF DRINKING GAMES LA. MADNESS ALREADY HAHA. PLAYED MOSQUITO ALSO HAHA. MOM JUST TOLD ME THAT I SHOULD NOT PLAY THAT AT NIGHT YEAH HAHA. OH WELL! HAHAHA THEN AFTER THAT, I WAS GIVEN A LIFT BY GAVIN AND HANDSOME HAHA. TO CLEMENTI! OKAY SO FAR SO GOOD.
NOW'S THE GOOD PART. I WAS AT CLEMENTI MRT WHEN I SAW THIS MRT SERVICE WOMAN. SHE WAS A MALAY AND I COULDNT HELP BUT OVERHEAR THEIR CONVERSATION. HAHA SO!
she:hi sir, can you bring this man to jurong east?
me:oh yeah sure im going there too.
she:good good (: keep your money uncle(telling the old man)
me: brought him into the train.
oldman:kiam sia kiam sia.
from now on, i spoke chinese-and the uncle spoke hokkien. but i dunno what he said. sort of made it out by sign language haha.
me:haha okok where you going uncle.
old man: i going jurong east.
me:yaya for what?
oldman: zhuo kang.(zuo gong)
me: ohh okok where?
oldman:abahabahabaah.. stammering still.
me:okok later you go to jurong then go down k?
oldman:okokok :)
-> so we got off and i was walking across the platform to go to khatib. then i saw him walking in also. so i asked him.
me:uncle where you going? i told him to get up and wanted to bring him out but the train door closed woops
me:i thought you said you wanted to go to jurong east? old man: uh uh yeah..
me: jurong east passed already.
(i carried on asking where he's going when i saw this "kind" man who looked like he could help)
me: um uncle do you understand what is he talking abt?
oldman2:abahabahabah (it was hokkien but i think it was what you want??)
oldman: abahabahabah ( didnt understand that part.)
old man 2 asked me:who are you to him???? with a effed face.
me: im his nobody but im just helping him to jurong east.
asshole old man2 cut me: jurong east is at the back!!!
me: yaya i know but i saw him walking into this train when i told him to go down at jurong east.
-fast forward until bukit gombak-
oldman fucker 2:okok you dont talk so much. go down at the next station and talk to him ( Cheebye i really felt like slapping him.)
oldman:nono not his fault. (pulling my hand saying thank you to me)
old man2: is this his? (asking the old man, pointing to my ang paos and oranges.)
old man: nono these are his. he went to pai nian
me: its mine la. told you already.
old man2: okok dont talk so much. (omg la seriously having a short temper soon)
old man: nono kiam sia kiam sia. dont need to go down.
me: so where do i go if i follow you down?
oldman fucker 2:how i know? (WAH CHEEBYE RIGHT??)
me: okok whatever i will follow you down.
-we got off at cck and talked to the service station thingy.
oldman fucker2: this old man, dunno where to go, this man, bring this old man dunno go where.
station guy: do they understand english?
me: (i cut in) yes i do understand english. let me explain please. then i said everything. when i turned ard, the ham ji guy walked away. the train conductor told me to leave and that he'll take care of this old man. he shook my hand and told me that there are still trains. i think i took the last one. hahah oh well then i went off. i had to wait for 10 mins for the fucking train la. my goodness. so fucking long cause of that oldman fucker. wah lao eh. asshole lor. i felt like fucking him upside down but so many people. later they say i bully elderly. anyway waited for dammnnn long then went home.
on the way, this sick thai guy i think. was sitting diagonally from me i think. i was talking to my mom when i saw a orange light and then a flash of light. he fucking hell just took a picture of me la. i knew cause he was using the k800i. the one thats cybershot. so it was like a digi cam. wtf! and he did it again pretending i didnt know. like wth? im smarter than you asshole! then after that i stared at him and he got off to wait for the next train. WTH LA!!! SICK!!!! wah lao eh anyway. thats aall i guess. hahah so much for lucky new year huh. hahha.
hope the old man's alright =\
cheryl yeo, you want a shout out right? hahahaha CHERYL YEO!!!!!!!!!!! hahah there, thats yr shout out hahaha smile!! :)
Posted at 9:29 AM
Friday, February 16, 2007
sighh well. this week hasnt been very well for me. thats why im not blogging much. haha . oh well.
the chinese new year festive feeling is slowing seeping in i guess hahaha. spring cleaning makes me damn tired i swear. haha. oh well.
anyway, i'll be getting i psp real soon :D:D hahaha well i saved up and earned my own money hahaha. i think welll. i earned it right! haha :D:D hahaha
will be going to my aunts hse later. haha she's sort of my god mother . gosh i hope she brings her hamsters :D they're just adorable la. hahaa. so cutteee... goshh.
VALENTINES WAS A DISASTER! gosh i didnt even know why i did that la. CHERYL YEO! YOU ASS HOLE! sighh. oh well. i think it was a risk that i had to take. anway i dont really regret cause now i've taken it to another level. haha. oh well
wish me luck.
thanks don, sheng and jerald. :D
Posted at 8:23 PM
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
haha. well saturday was the venture reunion dinner. haha it was great i swear. haha. left sam's hse at like 1 pm on sunday haha reached home at abt 2. ate dinner at 3 slept at 4 hahaha until 10. haha goshhhhhhh its damn slack haha . really no mood to blog haha..
well monday. which was ytd, sent kevin off at the airport. dumb ass accidentally tore his plane ticket hahaha. smart. then after that we played cai quan haha. some drinking game haha.
okay im gonna pack my room to start studying. lol
Posted at 12:47 PM
Thursday, February 08, 2007
okay! hahah the mgs;ss talk was useless i gues.. aha it was damn BORING la hahah. i was laughing most of the time at the pics and stuff. hahah i actually wanted to malu chong rui at the mike by asking him to go up and say he wants to be the president hahaha. we all said we would pay him 2 bucks each. hahah i guess we all lied? hahah :D:D
the speaker was prof OOi hahah. quite funny. haha mr tang. as usual was acting dammnnnnnn cooll la! hahah just like aj hahah. i swear he's damn cool haha.
i just installed wc3 again on my com ahaha. my com is gonnnnnaaaa diee!! hahaha. i gotta find a place to reformat my com haha. oh well.. gosh im tired. hahah gonna play dota for awhile :P hahah
ttyl guys.
Posted at 9:17 PM
Monday, February 05, 2007
SCHOOL SUCKS TODAY!!!
sighhhhhhh seriously sucky.
firstly-
i was tying my tie while standing up and didnt hear the prefect say sit down so i continued to tie. then some one shouted. oi boy. so i turned around and there he was. the ol' perfect mr peh asked what cca i was in.
so i replied that i was in scouts. then! he went on saying wah scouts never teach you to be disciplined ah.
"MY" prefect ask you to sit down you still standing, then i looked around, half my class were still standing. so i said im tying my tie.. then he asked me who's my teacher in charge of scouts. then i said mr fong.
then he said SIT DOWN!!!!! or rather he shouted.
so i did. then!!, he said. no wait he shouted that i should get my class to sit down. so thats what i did while putting on my tie.
"sit down sit down sit down."
then he squealled at me again. " YOU SIT DOWN FIRST!!!"
okay!!! temper temper mr tang. okay so i told him. im the monitor too so i'll ask them to sit down. then he squealled again. "NOOO YOU SIT DOWN FIRST!"
just then the prefect told us to stand. so i just said.
"AHHH OKAY OKAY STAND STAND HURRY STAND LA!"
then he lumbered off.. i guess he got jacked by " HIS " own prefect. hahaha wait. was i wrong about him being the HOD OF CHINESE and not THE PREFECT MASTER?
gosh and guess what, mr fong had to talk to me this morning. guess what he said after i told him. he said, " yeah huh why he only pick on you" hahahah damn funny. oh well im not taking it to heart now. oh yes.
during assembly. it was right after the incident with GRAND MR PEH that i got caught for hair. yet again. just last week i went to cut my hair. sighhhhh... EFFED UP I SWEAR. i was sitting down. i hate mondays. i always get caught for hair cause when the tie is on, the back of my hair will touch the collar. oops? my mistake then. how about the whole school? if you ask everyone to put a tie on and do check, obviously there will be a VAST MAJORITY that has the back touching the collar. if not! HOW ABT THE FRINGE! AND THE SIDES TOUCHING THE EAR! OH NOT FORGETTING THE SIDE BURNS! woah why not become an army camp and just make us shave bald. oh wait then it'll be a sign on rebellion cause its skin head? what the Eff. with the capital E man. okay fine. so i stepped out. then mr lai walked past me and didnt ask me to meet him. so fine i went to chapel. thennnn! while lining. up..
"terry, why did you come up just now when i called you? i wanna talk to your mom." luckily i smsed my mom already. okay then fine. blah blah blah. then i got sent out of school to get my hair cut. EFFING HELL! sighhh. oh well. its cut now. greg's dad cut for me. i look.. bally. hahaha. round yet again. oh well.... i look more like a panda. hahaha. oh well all is good today! haha didnt really miss lessons haha when i reached school we were playing soccer in the sports hall haha..
eh i realised that my font here is in HUGE hahaha. woops? hahah :D
lets hope tomorrow'll be a better day.
Posted at 5:20 PM
Saturday, February 03, 2007
ah yess its febuary hahah. so fast second month already. things have been some what alright for me :D haha well i guess that everything in life as a meaning and a just reason for things to happen. hahah. yesterday was alot of fun haha. never felt better with my friends. :D haha
we had drill. and aaron lim is one hard kid. was teaching brandon, aaron, mattchen and hong wen foot drill haha. brandon is a fast learner haha really. after that mr wong came and the others had a hard time in foot drill. haha. woops. then had dinner. everything after dinner was fun! hahah we had some game and. haha i didnt play much cause i had some........ clothing difficulties. hahah i was slacking most of the time haha closing in on the end of the day, the seniors played disease. haha venture polo t vs scout polo t hahah it was damn fun. sighhh. primary school days hahaa.
reached home at about, 10.15, then went to bathe. haha then was talking to me sis awhile then ate some stuff that her boyfriend made. gosh the mushroom soup was damnnnnnn creammmyyy hahaha. almost puked after that! haha oh well the spagettti was nice. haha it was with some black pepper chicken thing haha.
soon after that i went to bed. haha had abt 20 mins with Angie before she wanted me to go online =( haha so i told her that i'll sleep.. well hahah i admit la. i wouldnt be able to tank haha. which means i cant tahan haha. sighh i think i should change my layout. hahaha.
goshhhhh dnt project is like killing me. i cant seem to do stuff properly with this new teacher. its damn difficult!!! hahaha.
RAHHHHSSSSSSS polar bear is hungry. haha
Posted at 10:21 AM
